*it's alright to tell me what you think about me

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 01:19:46 GMT

i made a decision today.

when i was doing my hair today, i noticed that not only to i have really dead, split ends, but that when down, the right side of my hair is about an inch or two shorter than my left. and aside from a few trims, my hair hasn't been cut in over a year. which pretty much tells me that the shortness is due to the straightener burning my hair off.

after a short freak-out of looking up a ton of hair care products online (which i am going out and buying this week, spending $40+) and deciding that since i never had problems until the straightener i have now, i am going to dispose of it asap and buy a chi, i also came to the decision that i will not let myself straighten my hair more than once a week, at least until it gets healthier. and that was a tough decision to make, coming from the girl who has been straightening her hair just about everyday for the past 5 years.

wish me luck.

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 04:52:08 GMT

"Be careful not to react too soon to someone's urgent cries for help today. Chances are, this is a textbook case of 'crying wolf' -- or this person may have a very distorted sense of what 'urgent' really means. Either way, he or she wants attention but doesn't really need help -- and you don't have time to deal with this sort of immaturity right now. Let the drama distract someone else. You have real obligations and responsibilities to take care of."

that was my horoscope for 6/18.
glad SOMEONE is on my side.

SHNOOKUMS!<3

Tue, 15 May 2007 17:46:38 GMT

last night we rescued a baby pigeon who couldn't fly.
he had white fuzz on his head that looked like grandpa hair.
we found him in the ace parking lot. he was hurt and scared and cold.
he kept hiding under sammi's car to try and stay warm.
so eventually she was able to scoop him up in her sweatshirt and we brought him home.
we named him shnookums, or shnookie for short.

this morning sammi let him out and he was able to fly.
BUT NOW HE'S GONE. =(

we miss you shnookie, COME HOME!</3

ahhhhhhhhhhhh

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:24:18 GMT

oficially:

2 weeks & 2 days,
6 class days
1 paper
1 test
and 4 finals...

until i am DONE with my first year of college! =-O

finally!

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 14:32:02 GMT

...as of september 2007, priscilla will officially be a psychology major.

that's right, i finally declared one. WHO'S PROUD? =)

ew.

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 05:11:32 GMT

i'm going on a diet again, and for real this time.
bc i am officially disgusted with what i see when i look in the mirror.

neww yearrrr.

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 07:06:28 GMT

so first of all (though i'm a little late), happy new year!

i've decided that there are alot of things i need to change about myself this year. and i know everyone always says that and nothing ever changes, but i really want to this time. i feel like i've pretty much given up on everything in my life, and when i think about it, that really sucks. like ever since college started i feel like i've just become a complete bum, more so than i already was. and i can't stand most of what i've become. i'm always exhausted. i let myself gain too much unwanted weight. i could care less about school. i'm never really in the mood to go out anymore. and i'm destined to have boy problems for the rest of my life...but that one has been a long time coming i suppose. gaah.

i miss the summer. idk i just feel like this summer was one of the best times of my life so far, so free and carefree. and just alot of fun.
i want it to be summer already. i'm sick of this half ass winter we're having. i wanna be a beach bum. but then again, i need this time to spend working up to being able to wear a bathing suit again.

anyway, like i said i'm really gonna try to improve myself this year. anyone willing to help, be my guest. i'll need some coaches.
so onto some good news:

i finally got back the rest of my grades from fall semester. and let me just say, i feel so much better now.
bc i'm in the honors program, i had to keep a 3.2 GPA, and mine was a 3.27 =)
so grades:
history - C. i knew i did bad in that one already. it was european history so it blew, and my teacher sucked ass. and i'm not good in history to begin with. so whatever.
english - B. i said that in my last entry.
btw, those 2 were both honors classes, so they were not exactly the easiest.
music - A. duh.
dance - A-. would've been an A but i got a B on my paper. yeh lame whatever.
psychology - A-. that made me really happy.

so yeh i feel much better now knowing that. and i feel like next semester is gonna be easier, bc i'm taking all classes i want, not ones i have to take.
part of me does want school to start again, but obviously for the most part i don't want it to.
oh well. done in may. woooooooooooo.

alright, done for now. i know no one reads this anymore anyway but i just felt the need to write.
now it's time for bed. back to dance in the morning.

night.<3

six dayssss till christmas!

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 03:48:41 GMT

i got my first final grade back...i got a B on my english final/paper and i finished the course with a B. and that's an honors course, so it was harder. so getting a B in that is like getting an A in a regular course. yay for me!

in other news, sunday was the ace christmas party, and let me just say, it was complete chaos. and compared to last year especially, soo differernt. but it was so much fun. and i love those people alot.<333

less than a week till christmas, and i'm getting more and more excited. i still have alottt of shopping to do, but i know it'll get done.
aaand everyone is either home or coming home from college and that makes me happy.

i'm going to visit division on friday too. i miss those kids, and i wanna see some teachers.

other than that, my life is boring. my friends keep me sane. and boys suck alot. end-o story.

okayBYE.<3

i'm supposed to be studying for history...

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:04:38 GMT

i know i haven't had a real update in a while.

i'm just too lazy...and besides, nothing interesting happens to me anyway.
but i figured i'd give an update just to let everyone know i'm still alive.

i had my first final at school today, in english. i think i did pretty good, definatly wayyy better than the midterm.
i also handed in my 7pg paper, which i think came out ok. whatever, i'm just glad that's done, and that my professor reduced the paper from 10 to 7 pages. bc otherwise i would've been up till like 4am. not good.

school has been ok. it's weird, i always expected college to be so much different. like really hard and massiveee amounts of work. sure, i got alot more work than most people seemed to get, but it was all managable. like i thought i'd end up with like 5 huge papers all due at the same time, tests always on the same days, and really hard tests. none of that happened, so either i got lucky, or college is just different than i thought.

anyway, the semester is just about done. today like i said was my english final, tomorrow is history, and psych on wednesday. and that's it. my music professor gave us a take home final, which i have to hand in on thursday morning but that doesn't count as a final day. i can't wait to just be done and over with. now i can concentrate on christmas shopping and hanging out with friends.

speaking of friends, it's kinda weird but the main group of people i hang out with now are my work friends. but i guess that's normal after graduating and having friends go away to school. and i'm not saying i mind either, bc i love them. basically what i've noticed is that my main group of friends is generally the people i am around the most. since i'm pretty much always at ace, that's the people i hang out with the most.

on that subject, i have now been at ace for almost a year and a half. i still complain and i still get walked all over and underappreciated, but i also still love the people there. sunday is our christmas party and i'm really excited. especially for, as phil says, "karoke".

i'm supposed to be typing up notes for my history final tomorrow, but i'm lazy. i'll do it eventually. after dinner. i'm too hungry right now.

so yeh that's it for now. i'll try to use this thing more, unless my life gets so boring that you'll slit your wrists if you have to read anything i write.

oh, and btw, christmas is in 14 days and i can't waittttttt! =)

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:05:01 GMT

i really need to get my life back on track.
like you don't even know.

on another note, today i was at dance and a class of little girls came in, and the teacher was like "we were on our way to the bathroom and they all got really excited when they heard tap dancers, so they just wanted to come watch." so they're in there for like 5 minutes watching us, and then the teacher starts bringing them all out and on their way out the door i hear some of them going "that was so cool!"
it made my day.

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 23:59:39 GMT

my life is complete now that lifetime is showing the entire first season of reba episode by episode.

i'm not kidding.

update, finally?

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 03:23:39 GMT

okay, so i haven't updated in forever. my apologies.

not that my life is so interesting.

but anyway, i figured i'd give one for the summer.
first of all, i can't believe it's already august. i always hated august..it just means that summer is that much closer to being over. and that school is starting again. blech.
i'm officially going to c.w. post in september, and no, i'm not excited. i have orientation next week and i'm completely dreading it. whatever. i just want it to be over. but i don't want school to start.

i feel like a week ago i graduated. yep, i passed everything and officially graduated high school. that went great. the last two months of school were unbelievably amazing. senioritis was the best thing that ever happened to me. i honestly could not wait to get out of there. the only time i got upset was when i had to say goodbye to verdi. he was my favorite teacher since 10th grade, and it was so hard to say goodbye to him. other than that, i couldn't wait to leave.

the beginning of summer went by so slow. i felt like i was in june forever. but july went by way too fast. it was a good month though. i went to a few grad parties, had mine. it went really good. i finally went to a bar for the first time since turning 18. i tailgated at the kelly clarkson concert bc i couldn't get tickets. i officially made my one year mark at ace on july 26th and i spent the day on a fishing boat with some of the work crew, which was an awesome way to celebrate my one year. even though i didn't fish and dee was sick the whole time, i still had my own fun drinking beers and sitting in the sun tanning. aweome.
we got alot of new people at ace too. they're all really nice kids. so i'm happy that i'll be working with them for the next year. but no one can replace the original family.<3

oh yeh, and i got a tattoo. =)
it's a cancer awareness ribbon with a tap shoe, for pam.
i love it more than life. and i can't wait to get another.

that's pretty much it. like i said, i have orientation next week and school starts on september 5th.
i'm going on vacation in 2 weeks, visiting relatives in florida. i'm not really happy about being gone for an entire week, considering people will be getting ready to leave for school and i'll be missing alot of work, but i'm excited to see my relatives.

after that it's just having as much fun as possible before friends leave and school starts.

maybe another update soon, if life gets any more interesting. but i doubt it.
hope everyone elses summer is good. and everyone is surviving this heat wave.
laterrrrrr!<3

Thu, 18 May 2006 01:40:46 GMT

"when someone you love dies, and you're not expecting it, you don't lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time - the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers. Gradually, you accumulate the parts of her that are gone. Just when the day comes - when there's a particular missing part that overwhelms you with the feeling that she's gone, forever - there comes another day, and another specifically missing part."<3

R.I.P. Pamela Teer - you are my inspiration<3
5.17.06

Fri, 05 May 2006 19:33:23 GMT

i was absent today. thus making it my 2nd time this year, and overall my 3rd time throughout highschool. ::sighh:: and why? same reason as last year. and 8th grade. i came home last night and got really bad stomach pains and i couldn't move. for like a half hour. it sucked ass. and i missed going out to celebrate my last concert =(

yes, last night was my last ever concert at DAHS. sad, yes, but we totally kicked ass. best performance ever. i can't wait for majors on the 24th! =D

and on another note...

i am soo sick of hearing all this crap from people. you all know i'm always happy to have people vent to me and i try to help, but there's a limit. i can't take it anymore when two people come to me separately just to bitch about the other one, but when they're together they either completely ignore me or act all snotty whenever i say anything. bc when they're together all they want to do is try to impress each other and talk about themselves and so they brag about every little stupid thing. as if anyone cares. stop being so fucking full of yourselves bc, hey, newsflash: YOU'RE NOT THAT GREAT.

and seriously, if you're gonna do nothing but complain about each other, then don't try and act all bff when you're together. or, if you wanna continue to be fake, don't fucking come to me to complain. bc you treat me like shit when you're with each other, and i don't deserve it. at all.

oh, and ps - niether of you are alcoholics, so stop trying so hard to "look cool" by pretending your lives revolve around drinking. no one's impressed, and it makes you look pathetic.

oh yeh...and to everyone who reads this, don't come up to me and say "is that about me??". bc i won't answer you. you know who you are. and if you don't, well then i can't believe you're that oblivious and that full of yourselves.

it's a miracle!

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 04:12:18 GMT

Before:

After:

and it only took seven hours. =)
yehhhhhhhh yehhh.
i. am. good.

bored

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 03:03:39 GMT

Name: priscilla
Siblings: 1
Brothers: _
Sisters: 1

Eye color: brown
Shoe Size: 6½

Height: 5'3"

Innie or Outie: innie

What are you wearing right now? black shirt, jeans

Where do you live? in my house

Who is your closest friend: dee, april, my seniors<3, mb/cg crew

*Favorites*

Numbers: 1, 3
Drink: lemonade
Month: july
Juice: cranberry
Breakfast: cereal
Favorite cartoon character: stewie

*Have You Ever..*

Smoked? never.

Bungee Jumped? no.....not yet.... ;)

Made yourself throw-up? yes

gone skinny dipping: hahaha...

Loved someone so much it made you cry? in a way

Broken a bone: ::knock on wood::

Played truth or dare: what else do you think goes on at 1st grade sleepovers?

Been in a police car: no

Been on a plane: yes

Came close to dying: no

Been in a sauna: yes

Been in a hot tub: yesss

Swam in the ocean: yessss =)

Fallen asleep in school: yes

Broken someone's heart: maybe?

Cried when someone died: yes, i do have a heart.

Cried in school: yes. today actually.

Ever fell off your chair: yes

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yes

Saved AIM conversations: mine are automatically saved

Saved e-mails: yes

*What is...*

What's your bedroom like: looks like a garbage dump. not kidding.
What is beside you: stuff
What kind of shampoo do you use? vo5

*Ever Had...*

Chicken pox: not much

Sore Throat: yes

Stitches: no

Broken nose: hah. almost, the time i wacked myself with my flagpole. fool.

*Do You...*

Believe in love at first sight: maybe

Like picnics: aww yehhh

Like school: not the waking up early or work part, but yes, bc i see my friends.

*Questions:*

What schools have you gone to: abbey wisdom division

Who was the last person you called: stephanie

Who was the last person you danced with: psh. i dance every saturday.

Do you like filling these out: <--loosaah

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses: both

Do you like yourself: eh. sometimes.

Do you get along with your family: yes

What are you listening to: everlastingg loveee

What did you do yesterday? school, emmy night

Hated someone in your family? no

What car do you wish to have? i have one

Where do you want to get married? somewhere outside

Good driver? sure

Good singer? oh yeh. lol

Diamond or pearl: diamond

*Today did you...*

1. Talk to someone you liked: someone i like? or likelike?

2. Buy something: dinner

3. Get sick: still am

4. Sing: yes

8. Talk to an ex: no

9. Miss someone: oh yeh. big time. !@#$%effing assembly!@#$

*Last person who....*

10. Was in your bed? me

11. Saw you cry: jackie

12. Made you cry: officer paul failla

13. Went to the movies with you: dee trisha april

14. You went to the mall with: katie=shopping buddyyy♥

16. Ever been in a fight with your pet: yes. but we make up. we have a love/hate relationship.

17. Been to California: not yet

18. Been to Mexico: no

19. Been to Canada: no

20. Been to Europe: no

*Random.....*

21. Do you have a crush on someone: no

22. What book are you reading now: nothing

23. Best feeling in the world: happiness, and performing in front of people

24. Future KIDS names: girls: kayla, ava / boys: kyle, tom

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: stitch♥

26. What's under your bed: crap

27. Favorite sport to watch: baseball

29. Piercing/Tattoos: 7 ear piercings

30. What are you most scared of right now: college

32. Who do you really hate? no one

33. Do you have a job: yes

35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with? welcome to middle school

37. Are you lonely right now: i'm too tired to care

38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: yeah - usher

39. Have you ever played strip poker: no

40. Have you ever gotten beat up: no

43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: yes

44. Ever liked someone but thought they never noticed you until one day they did? sure?

*random*

What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, hair, personality

Your Favorite Food? italian and chinese

Ever been so drunk you cant remember? nah

Have you ever cried for no reason? yes

Hugs or Kisses? both

Favorite Flower? white rose

Have you ever fired a gun? noo

Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to a car? nah

How many pillows do you sleep with? 2

Who are you missing right now? :-\

so i totally forgot it was april fool's day...

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 05:00:37 GMT

a year ago today was my junior prom/after prom.
::sighh::

it's crazy how fast time flies.
it's also crazy how much changes in a year...

high school stress...

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:16:31 GMT

so we had to write editorials for journalism. verdi said to write about something that annoys us. so i figured i'd post it in here, bc i think alot of people will agree with me.

let me know what you think, kay?

Stress (n): A mentally or emotionally disruptive or upsetting condition occurring in response to adverse external influences and capable of affecting physical health, usually characterized by increased heart rate, a rise in blood pressure, muscular tension, irritability, and depression.
Experiencing these symptoms? Most likely, you are a high school student between the ages of 14 and 18.
Statistics show that 73% of high school students experience stress everyday. Of that percentage, 43% said that their performance in classes was affected by it, and 39% experience mild to severe depression as a result.
What may be the cause of all this? Perhaps it is the pressure stamped into a student’s head from day one of freshmen year.
First off, many students entering their freshmen year of high school are coping with the anxiety of finding their way around a new school, taking more difficult courses, and meeting new people.
As if that’s not enough, in order to get into your first choice college (something most freshmen don’t even think about), you are expected to not only keep up your grades throughout all 4 years of high school, but to be involved in numerous after-school activities and to hold down an after-school job.
How does one manage the time for all this? It’s simple; most can’t deal with it. The early mornings, tests to study for, homework, club meetings, practices, work. And still make time for oneself? After all, childhood years are all about having fun and living life to the fullest.
It’s not easy for students to wake up early in the morning (when it has been revealed that children in high school do their best in the late morning, early afternoon hours), remember everything for each test they must take, be at every meeting and practice, and work for about 4 hours a night.
And the homework! When teachers tell their classes “I’m only giving you 20 minutes of homework, I think you can handle that”, they don’t realize that if every other teacher says the same thing, a student can end up with almost 3 hours of homework. By the time you come home from work or practice, who has 3 hours to spare?
Studies have shown that the average high school student gets only six hours of sleep a night. Unfortunately, what they really need is about eight or nine hours a night. But who has time for that much sleep? Kids who wake up at 7:00AM would have to be in bed by 10 or 11. Many don’t get home from work until 10, do homework, and aren’t in bed until after midnight.
Others, (mainly adults who have been through this all already) argue the fact that “High school is not that difficult. Wait until you get a job. Then you’ll be dealing with real stress in the real world”.
What they don’t realize, is that times have changed. Things are different for kids now then they were for their parents. Nowadays, you can’t get a decent job anywhere without a college degree. And in order to get that degree, you need to get accepted to college. And in order to get accepted, you need to get good grades, be involved, and have the money to pay for it. And so on and so forth.
Not to mention that the job that causes them so much stress was their choice. They knew that this is what they would be doing for the rest of their lives. So why complain about something you chose to do? High school is not a choice. Homework is not a choice. Even work is not a choice, unless you know of another way to raise enough money to pay for college.
Is there really too much being expected of high school students? And even more so, is it really fair to be asking this much of them? When it is a major cause of stress, depression, and sleep deprivation, I would say that schools are going a bit overboard with their expectations.
And for those parents who think their children are just being over-dramatic, maybe they should spend a day in the life of a high school student now. They can do all the work. Remember dealing with the regents, the SAT’s, and the AP tests?
Oh, that’s right. You didn’t have those when you were in high school.

happy birthday mark hoppus! =)

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 03:58:32 GMT

stole from dee...

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song title as the answer to the question.
NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?:
wings of a butterfly - HIM (rip out the wings of a butterfly?)

Will I have a happy life?
heyaaaa - outkast (lmao!)

What do my friends really think of me?:
i'm not okay - MCR (my friends think i'm a psycho?)

Do people secretly lust after me?:
walk this way - aerosmith =)

How can I make myself happy?
livin on a prayer - bon jovi =D

What should I do with my life?
against all odds - postal service

Will I ever have children?:
last time lover - spice girls. lmao.

What is some good advice for me?:
JUMP ON IT! lmfao!

How will I be remembered?:
all star - smash mouth =)

What is my signature dancing song?:
lala - ashlee simpson ;)

What do I think my current theme song is?
behind these hazel eyes - kelly clarkson. only i have brown eyes. ehh, close enough.

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
shut up - simple plan lmao. true. bc i tell people to shut up all the time.

What song will play at your funeral?
incomplete - bsb =(

What type of men/women do you like?:
baaaabe..i got you babee! - sonny and cher. hahaha

What Is my day going to be like??:
autobiography - ashlee simpson

What is the first impression you give off?:
you shook me all night long - AC/DC hahaha

pitcha pitchassssss<3

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 02:37:04 GMT

senior dancerss<3
i still owe her a million and a half ;)
alyssa me steph
stacey meghan me jackie
we took the same picture freshmen year. and let me tell you, alot has changed.
me and my katie!
teehee. i think she likes me.
that's me, and that's a jon furniss.
chrissy, me
me and kristina, and jon in the back.
kevin and chrissy
steph and steph
me and danielle
what? a senior and a junior? FRIENDS?? insanity!
me and matt
me and gabe
javvad!
seniors .o6, best friends for lifee<33
read the shirts, duhh.
SENIORS WINNN BEOTCHHH!<333333

yayayayayayayayayayayayaya

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 06:35:41 GMT

for the first time in DAHS history, the class of .o6 officially WON SPIRIT NIGHT!!!!!!!!!

i fucking love you guys.
♥♥♥

seenyurssss♥

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 02:07:03 GMT

i owe katie a million and a half dollars for still doing this dance with me.

thankyouthankyouthankyouuuuu♥

in other news, seniors have officially taken 1st place in spirit week standings.

i can't wait for friday. it's gonna be awesome.
come! =)

♥

yayayayayay

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 06:05:03 GMT

one month till birthday.

start present shopping now, sucker.

♥

spiked the punch: oh look at that, butt crack theater.

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 04:43:01 GMT

just for the record, i'd
like to say that there is
nothing better than playing
the clarinet till your mouth
hurts too much to chew and
dancing till your knees are
bruised and shot. that is all.

=)

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 20:51:45 GMT

haha...get off the road fuckers, I CAN DRIVE!

;)